the past few weeks... maybe even the past month or so... have been pretty rough for me.

not because anything is particularly wrong or bad... but perhaps made even tougher to endure because of the fact that i can't put a finger on the cause of my dampened mood... it just is.

in fact, i don't even know what exactly it is that i'm feeling, which makes it even more frustrating. i would say i was depressed. but i'm really not.

feeling like this - whatever it is - for absolutely no reason just bites.

i feel like i'm in need of SOMETHING but i don't even know what that something is... it really does make it ALOT harder when you don't even know what to pray for. grrr~

...maybe its all this not knowing that is driving me insane.