just wanted to say... i hope that everyone's been doing well... and sorry~ i have been so MIA this week... been pretty much keeping to myself... and staying off AIM this week... sad to say, but i haven't heard from too many people... i guess thats kinda what i needed... time to myself... but still makes me think... how many people really genuinely care about me, what i'm going through, whether i'm hurting... would anyone even notice if i were to just...disappear... how many of us are willing to make time for people when the other person needs our time, not when its convenient for us... kinda funny how people fail you when you need them the most... partly because you almost expect them to instinctively know what your needs are without even telling them... but there's only One who can do that... and how awesome and comforting and freeing it is that our God knows our deepest and most intimate needs, even before we utter a word, and will always provide for us... without fail... yes, He is my rock, my strength, my shelter, my shield, my refuge, my comfort, my rest, my peace, my hope... my very present help in time of need~

on a totally different note. it is decided. senior banquet, here i come~ still not sure if i'm making the right choice... but it has been made.